I feel so bad..

... for not studying as well as I'm supposed to! I'm trying, but it's a lot of information to put in my head and it's exhausting.
I'm freaking out over exams! I'm not ready especially not in Chemistry:S, oh well I just have to do my best and party away all frustration and anxiety afterwards.

Oh well

I watched a documentary about blondes the other day. They were discussing and experimenting on whether blondes really get more male attention. I don't agree completely as I got friends who are gorgeous brunettes that receive a lot more attention than I do. BUt heres the thing, it is the type of attention that differs.
E.g. Blondes are really thought to be less intelligent than brunettes, when I tell people that I am in IB they look at me like, Really? You? and if a guy is more relationship oriented they don't go running after me but my fiends.
I shouldn't complain really, I absolutely LOVE the attention even though I can't quite understand what the hell they see in me xD