feel this way..

I seriously got to step it up, I'm so lazy when it comes to studying chemistry and psychology. Today I have only read two chapters in my course companion. Not good.
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However I have accomplished something; I have used my bike, 20 km in fact and been to the gym for about 30 min. xD
And tomorrow I'm picking up my ballgown or dress or whatever you want to call it,I can't wait! But I seriously need to lose weight before then. Oh god, wish me luck. And the last thing I've changed my mind... again! I've decided to become an au pair instead. Unless I change my mind yet again.



(When did I feel like this before?, I don't know. Usually I don't mind making a fool out of myself, it's a good laugh and I do it all time. But suddenly I am all conscious about what I do and trying hard to be the beat I can. This is not good!! xD I sould get it out of my mind now, but I can't, Oh no..)